Raging Seas

So, yeah. Not sure what to even write tonight.

I feel kind of like I am having this internal battle right now. Really.

Last night I had a conversation that needed to take place so that I could be real and honest and authentic and I am pretty sure it backfired. Miserably. I think.

I was honest about this guy (not to him directly). What my feelings were. How I am trying to disregard them. How I am trying to protect not only myself, but the other people involved because I care about them. Pretty sure I wish I would have never said anything, but at the same time very relieved I brought it up so that I could get it out of my mind and out of my heart.

God, things are a mess. Please bring restoration to all those involved, including me. Father, bring healing to this broken heart and restoration to hope and joy. I love You, Jesus. Please help me love You with an undivided heart that I may not sin against You, Lord and help restore the breaks in friendships as a direct result of my honesty, Lord. You are God and I am not. I trust in You and I love You. You will see us all through. Thank You, Jesus.

Let The Water's Rise ~ Mikeschair

Don't know where to begin
It's like my world's caving in
And I try but I can't control my fear
Where do I go from here?
Sometimes its so hard to pray
When You feel so far away
But I am willing to go
Where you want me to
God, I trust You

There's a raging sea
Right in front of me
Wants to pull me in
Bring me to my knees
So let the waters rise
If You want them to
I will follow You
I will follow You
I will follow You

I will swim in the deep
'Cuz You'll be next to me
You're in the eye of the storm
And the calm of the sea
You're never out of reach
God, You know where I've been
You were there with me then
You were faithful before
You'll be faithful again
I'm holding Your hand

There's a raging sea
Right in front of me
Wants to pull me in
Bring me to my knees
So let the waters rise
If You want them to
I will follow You
I will follow You
I will follow You

God Your love is enough
You will pull me through
I'm holding onto You
God Your love is enough
I will follow You
I will follow You
Ohhh

There's a raging sea
Right in front of me
Wants to pull me in
Bring me to my knees
So let the waters rise
If You want them to
I will follow You
I will follow You
I will follow You

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